You
were taught with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self,
which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the
attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in
true righteousness and holiness. (Eph. 4: 22-24)
Before
I believed and received Christ into my heart I considered ideas such as Jesus’
resurrection from the dead to be foolishness. I thought that sense perception
and the reasoning we do from what we perceive is the only source of knowledge.
I did not consider revelation from God to be a viable alternative. I did not
have the Spirit and “The person without the Spirit does not accept the
things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and
he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned” (1
Cor.2: 14-15). This left me with a problem.
It
was fashionable back in the ‘60's to try to “find your identity” or “be true to
yourself,” and that meant there really is a “true you” to be found. But even
with the help of a secular psychologist who was no better than I at discerning
spiritual things, I could not find my true self. All I could find was behavior
patterns that were the product of my heredity and environment. I learned that I
was “codependent,” which means that I was so busy trying to be accepted by
others and get their approval I had no idea who I was! I was allowing other
people to be my judge!
All
that changed when I received Christ into my heart and He gave me spiritual life.
I began to accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, and the sweetest
thing I learned was that I was
created to be like God in true righteousness
and holiness. Without Christ in my heart I was being corrupted by deceitful
desires; I was trying to be conformed to what others thought I should be. But
now I know that I am
God’s workmanship and He has a unique purpose for
my life. I am no longer subject to any person’s judgment because the Spirit is
my teacher; He knows what I was created for, other people do not. “
For ‘who
has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct him?’ But we have the mind
of Christ” (1 Cor. 2: 16). As I take captive the thoughts and attitudes of
my mind and make them obedient to Christ, I am putting on my true self. I have
found my identity…it is in Christ!